Hey , Happy valentine day ♥
well, valentine's day . It's just another day. Nothing special.
I'm single. yet not available :)
Yes, i rejected . I admit i don't accept a new r/s easily.
so what ? nothing wrong .
* Fighting the bad feeling * weirdoooooo ..
Created a new blog .
new name . new url .
conclusion : Every thing new .
I'm fortunate to have my lover , Eudy :)
We aren't lesbian , we are just GOOD BUDDY !
She's understanding .
She's my listening ear .
She's my lover.
She's my complaining partner .
She's my hyper crazy buddy.
she's my motivator . that motivates me.
She NEVER fails to give up .
THANKS LOVER !
Well, couple of days ago ..
I saw xoxo. i pretend that i didn't saw him .
Cause .
.........
How should i react ?
Should i say : " HELLO "
Or just simply . Smile to a stranger.
What am i thinking so much when things becomes history.
There's times , i hate myself for being so freaking WEAK.
Why should i run away from reality .
i can't enter new relationship now o(._.)o - elaine surrender -
my lover will kill me upside down.
Kidding , she's a nice lady :)
looking at my schedule . ( WOW . Packed )
I'm not a good or perfect or maybe fit inside the list of a good girlfriend.
scare . scare . scare . scare . scare . scare .
Numbing process :
I'm done with my math revision :)
I'm done watching Paranormal activity 2 .
I'm done with my anime Esp 4 (:
I'm not done with marketing notes ( P10 to P15)
I'm not done with communication . revision + notes
I'm not done with new media notes.
now , emoing emoing .