Hey , Happy valentine day ♥   

well, valentine's day . It's just another day. Nothing special. 

I'm single. yet not available :) 

Yes, i rejected . I admit i don't accept a new r/s easily. 

so what ? nothing wrong . 

* Fighting the bad feeling * weirdoooooo .. 

Created a new blog . 

new name .  new url . 

conclusion : Every thing new . 

I'm fortunate to have my lover , Eudy :) 

We aren't lesbian , we are just GOOD BUDDY ! 

She's understanding .

 She's my listening ear . 

She's my lover. 

She's my complaining partner . 

She's my hyper crazy buddy. 

she's my motivator . that motivates me. 

She NEVER fails to give up . 

THANKS LOVER ! 

Well, couple of days ago .. 

I saw xoxo. i pretend that i didn't saw him . 

Cause . 

......... 

How should i react ? 

Should i say : " HELLO " 

Or just simply . Smile to a stranger.  

What am i thinking so much when things becomes history. 

There's times , i hate myself for being so freaking WEAK. 

Why should i run away from reality .

i can't enter new relationship now o(._.)o - elaine surrender - 

my lover will kill me upside down. 

Kidding , she's a nice lady :) 

looking at my schedule . ( WOW . Packed ) 

I'm not a good or perfect or maybe fit inside the list of a good girlfriend.  

scare . scare . scare . scare . scare . scare . 

Numbing process :

I'm done with my math revision :) 

I'm done watching Paranormal activity 2 .  

I'm done with my anime Esp 4 (: 

I'm not done with marketing notes ( P10 to P15)

I'm not done with communication . revision + notes 

I'm not done with new media notes.  

now , emoing emoing .